December 1st

(there's a lot of missing blog post(s), for various reasons, I must put out this set of words though)

Happy December to everyone.

We had a long goddamn year

and at this point in the year, the Trump admin decided to not acknowledge World AIDS Day.

Kind of a fucking dick move, after all, it was DOGE that ruined USAID (btw even if it was CIA led, it was directly responsible for distributing HIV/AIDS medicine to poor south africans that couldn't afford medication and had zero infastructure) and trump like, didn't re-instate it.

The blood of innocent men, women, children, people, etc. is on the Trump Admin's hands.

Earlier this year, I fucked a cute ass bear unprotected.

He was fine, he was on PrEP.

I still freaked the fuck out tho, I got on PrEP as soon as I could, I was in such a rush I accidentally made an appointment with the wrong doctor... luckily she was still able to help me out with getting PrEP. I eventually saw my PCP (primary care physician) and he even gave me a shit ton of Doxy. HIV wasn't detected in ANY of my medical test(s) and my T-cells were in normal range.

But unprotected sex (Queer or Cishet) is NOTHING to joke about.

I was blessed by the fact my the hard work of my queer elders + cishet allies were able to pave the way for me to safety talk to my Dr and for him to help me out with getting the meds I need.

Mounds of minorities in the past died from AIDS y'all. Reagan called it a disease against black people and queers. I'm gay, I'm half black, I'm half mexican. Reagan is a fucking dick, and so is his spiritual successor Trump.

I'm being dead fucking serious when I say this.

If you're reading my blog, Believe in human rights.

Free Palestine, Sudan, Congo.

Fuck ICE, Fuck Trump. Fuck the Republican Party, Fuck the spineless Democrats that occupy any form of opposition to the Republican Party (they know who they are), Fuck Dubai, Fuck the UAE, fuck the Sportswashing the Saudis do.

Fuck the disgraceful nation state named Israel. Fuck all of the people who defend their actions under ANY circumstance.

This isn't me trying to jerk off social causes for sympathy points or whatever.

Silence = Death isn't a cute little slogan it's a goddamn statement.

And I think it connects hard to the conversation pertaining to innocent Palestinian, Congolese, and Sudanese lives.

Might as well throw in Lebanese lives considering Israel did blow up innocent Lebanese ppl.

Anyways, enough yappin from me.

It's World AIDS Day.

If you know a queer elder, give him a fucking hug, because he probably lost someone when he was younger, or hell, recently.

If you know a queer person (in general) who may have been affected with HIV, give them a fucking hug.

If you know a queer person who may have been exposed, but doesn't know, or is too scared to get tested, go with them.

If you know a year 0 gay who doesn't know how to be gay properly, mentions marsha p johnson (with zero context) and quotes random drag race scenes, and is a puritan asshole that keeps spewing out republican talking points, slap some sense into them, and let them know why the sex in sexuality is so important.

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Sorry for the ranting.

I'm bad with endings, I've had this problem since Middle School.

Maybe I should take a writing class or two.