End Of June.

Nothing REALLY happened after that pride month post. I tried to make something happen, but... nothing happened. The week after pride I had a horrid tummy ache I fear.

For a solid week.

My brother and I typically eat from this restaurant called Kabob House, their shit is ALWAYS GOOD. One day they gave us our order(s) and the tahini sauce they put inside alongside the chicken shawarma, hummus, and rice that we order was a bit watery. And by a bit,

I mean a hell of a lot. It was fucking water.

Now, I saw it like this before, and I said to myself "it looks weird, I'm not eating this!"

and i didn't eat it, right?

Well this time around I was like "well, maybe it's just being made differently" (this is the second time I encountered it looking like this, so maybe it was a diff recipe idk that's what i thought)

after my brother and I ate it, we had food poisoning for an entire fucking week, it was so bad for me I almost called out of work... 3 times. AT WORK.

But I couldn't. I felt sick, but nowhere near as horrible as my brother did. He was literally throwing up and shit.

Eventually it subsided this week. I had Sunday and Monday off (I lost Friday Evenings and Saturday(s) after pride, my boss is TRULY an ally for waiting until after pride to change my schedule) and my mom and I decided to get some seafood before work.

I was

so

FUCKING SICK

I THREW UP, had a random fucking fever, like i was shaking in my body and shit. I never thought one seafood plate could do that me. I think my body was genuinely in shock or some shit. It didn't know what to do so I just physically shut down.

I was better the next day but even then I didn't feel confident I'd be... fine.

(I was fine this week.)

It's Saturday. I have Sunday and Monday off. Pride month is almost over, and the last couple of weekends have been a little depressing bc I haven't been able to see friends (physically), and I only have internet friends, but the internet only goes so far. A friend told me I could go out on Sunday nights for napkin tosses at some bars, but he said he wouldn't be going out due to his ex hanging out at all of the gay bars so... I'm just going to figure it out.

In other news... I bought myself an iPhone 13 and paid $120 for a 90 day phone plan. Not sure what the fuck I'm going to do with this iPhone, especially without a social life, but I'll figure it out. I always do.

OK, ok... I'm being dramatic. I have friends, but... I can't see them easily anymore. No one wants to kiki on a fucking sunday bc they have work the next day. Unless they also have a chaotic schedule like me.

Antonio out. See you next month...?